To you I open up all doors
With no worries of you slaming it in my face

Fina lily got my phonews working

My biggest fear is not Death. But Death alone….
Seven

A beautifull death i see in my future floating from all my suffering my obsessed fascination with death is due to my underlined ability to mask my emotions and thoughts that are set forth by the laws of the pad and peni Use the pad to shield my self my emotions control my fate and to block all the imperfections in this world we live inI use the pen to slash my way to your heart breaking down barriers of pain and misfortune stitching up your mind partaking in open mind surgery to ease your confusiontheirs no place like home but your afraid to click your heels  noting you do could ever break us apart in a sense im just sprungpolicy of meritocracy passively creeping up on me like sick analogy’s the side affects are far greater than the illness…Its a Beautiful Death.

A beautifull death i see in my future floating from all my suffering
my obsessed fascination with death is due to my underlined ability
to mask my emotions and thoughts that are set forth by the laws of the pad and pen
i Use the pad to shield my self my emotions control my fate and to block all the imperfections in this world we live in
I use the pen to slash my way to your heart breaking down barriers of pain and misfortune stitching up your mind partaking in open mind surgery to ease your confusion
theirs no place like home but your afraid to click your heels 
noting you do could ever break us apart in a sense im just sprung
policy of meritocracy passively creeping up on me
like sick analogy’s the side affects are far greater than the illness…Its a Beautiful Death.

Another early morning

Does she even See Me

Trying my hardest to stay confident. Does anything I do catch your Beautiful eyes.  Just the thought of you warms my soul and makes me believe that She is the only one I need. It started out as a want and now It is a need.  I feel that Even tho you have been hurt more times than you can count. I how you can See that I am here to mend your heart Me and you together to build this bridge.  That will carry us to a place within out own destiny our Inception or Dream with in a Dream with in a Dream.  To the shores of our very existence.  Then I ask you how Does this even sound.  Is it something that you can understand is it something that She will get.  No need for me to draw out the illusions on paper I use will use your mind body and soul as my canvas.  You are my inception knowing that planting Even the smallest idea of a bond with me can sprout the most elegant tree of emotions that anyone from miles around can See.  As these tears pour from my face I try to remember that I am a man and try to keep my Hardness about Me. Yet all I can do is hang my head and fall to my knees to express my feelings to you and for you.  I’m ready to build with you I’m ready to see the world with you But its sad because your Blinded by your pain and suffering and

YOU CANT EVEN SEE ME

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Eye Cry over and Over my well is running dry

once eye wipe my eyes the tears flow eye cant lye

Eye see you walking away threw the flowing tears

my Eyes are Glazed over and eye cant even see you leave

eye need to fill your touch eye need to see you in your purest forms

Self you have been so strong for me lately and I just want to thank you. I know that your not really me but you an extension of GOD to aid me In my struggles.  Your that little voice of reason that alows me to make sound decisions and at times I know that I still go against that voice and directions. Trying to follow the footsetps is the sand has been hard for me but i know thats what I need to do to save me and you self.  Self when no one else is around I have you.  I no longer can complain about the things that I dont have and Focus on the things I do have.  I have the brain compacity to understand your word and understand that anything I can do I can do with God so thanks self for comfortating me and showing me that Im not worthless that I am worth something And if noone loves me god loves me and its a good feeling

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Love this so much. Feed the good wolf

Still one of my favorites 

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